Happy Fifteen to NATLOO.

I don't have a picture in this computer, so...


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HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY, ! I hope you have a great great great birthday cos you deserve one. Remember that you're awesome and you shouldn't let anything knock you down. Just so you know, if you need anyone to talk to, you KNOW I'm here. And I totally understand how you feel ;D

So. Just have a great awesome day tmr. Because it is YOUR day <3

You're a hot mess.

After all the planning, shopping, 30second stressing and bits and pieces.
I think we really pulled off a great year end party together.
Without the ever stressing/capable bod, I don't think this party would have gotten together in time.
Without the ever helpful/generous/FULL OF FUN interactors of ICSMKA, this party would never be FUN. Don't you dare deny :)
And of course to everyone who attended.

ANYWAY. We had a little drama before the party began, but NO.
Sarah and I were certain not to let it ruin the whole party mood :)

And, there are a few things I wanted to say la...
But screw it. End year party just have fun.
And like, Sarah told me something and I decided:

I'm gonna grow some pimples and have veggie stuck to my teeth. Whoever is attracted to me, firstly I salute you :D and I guess you really like me for who I am. So then when I go on a real date or what not. I dress up so mei mei then
you sure faint :D HAHAH. Try la huh :D

This is to just give my self confidence a bit of a boost :D
Low self esteem now very big issue all over the world ok! Don't mess! :D

SO HERE ARE SOME PICTURES that didnt quite make it to facebook. Cos
1. I look kinda ugly. (So much for dont care how I look la :D)
2. So little pictures put into one album quite hang.
3. I need to make my blog look full :)

Memory wall. Lots of sweet notes.

I look like I have a granny butt :(

Bod 09/10

Like some church camp je -.-

Nic: "I look like some humongous shit!"

Nic, nic , nic...! HAHA.

Who's fault again? RABIAH you ah?

I look like a present -.-

ELLIE SHOOO CUTESSS!

Nice try nana. Not cute enough.

Cheryl :)

HAHA.

Before everything.

Pretty eh? :D

Navina. I'm gonna be on your team for any interact project from now onwards yeah :D :D Sure bomb one :D

Addict.!

Pretty boring week.

Just wanted to let everyone know. FORM 5 BEGINS IN LESS THAN 2 MONTHS! :O

I just wanna be happy.

I just realize. This picture looks like a bod pic. HAHAHA.

If you are actually into the whole Jay-Z/ Linkin Park thing going on a few years ago.
There's this song Points Of Authority/ 99 Problems/ One Step Closer.
It was a collaboration. Which I thought was really cool.
Serious. I was into the whole ghetto thing.



HAHA. SO ANYWAY. This song. Somehow it's been in my phone ever since then until now.
It's been like this anger releasing/ stress free/ motivational song.
Expecially when Jay-Z sings the chorus:
"I've got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one".



So technically it's about having so many types of problems but instead of girlfriend probs I don't have a guy prob.
I mean. It also means that I don't really give a damn about bitches also la.
So their not my prob.
But more to the guy prob la.

So I've really used it as motivation.
And HELL, I feel damn good about life now.
I have so many problems but a guy ain't one.



I remember the time when I actually forgo-ed the song and swapped it with Your Call by Secondhand Serenade.
BAD MOVE. Never give in to emo songs.
N-E-V-E-R!
I cried for like. Hours -.- Boo.



So now. I'm back to Taylor Swift's happy songs.
Lady Gaga's meaningless tunes.
Eminem's over the top raps.
& I'm learning to watch pure horror.
Haven't advanced to ghost yet la. Still scary.



SO RIGHT. I suggest you go download that Jay-Z & Linkin Park song NOW. HAHAH :D



I guess my blog is about feelings I need to express at the right moment. If my life is going on normally I guess there is not much to blog about. Like now. I'm sitting alone. In front of the comp. My phone is dead. No one is talking to me online -.- Ok damn pathetic. But I guess I'm kinda alright with that. HAHAH.



I would like to dedicate this post to Nicole. Since I just talked to her today. HAHAH. Had like a damn long talk. Havnt been doing this since FOREVER. I don't even like talking on the phone anymore actually. As in... nvm. You get it la. And I hate texting ady. I rather call. So yeah. Replying is so.... Dot.



Anyway. Song of the day: Happy- Leona Lewis.
Heals hearts :)
Stay strong, girls!
Gee Gee with you forever! :D

Well, you just can't stop.

I decided to blog. Cos everyone else isn't blogging.
Which is making everything boring.

So I got a text today. Ok fine, a few.
It said if I didn't go to school I'll be suspended from whatever la.
So like -.- I'm going to school.
Not cos of that la. Cos I gotta collect forms and money and this and that.
But yeah. Thinking back.
I didn't even go to school in november last year -.-
And this year...
We still haven't finish out syllabes yet -.-
Bummer.

On Sunday. I was damn emo.
I was like, thinking about my life.
I thought about my parents, my brothers, my dog, my house, my maid, my phone, my computer, my money, my clothes, my eyes, mouth, ears, bags, food and everything I have la practically -.-
And like, I think I'm like really lucky that God gave me all these.
So I will not complain about anything in my life.
If my parents scold/disagree with me, I'll just TRY to accept.
And maybe hold their ear :D

BUT still right, people still get on your nerves.
And like, life is still scary.
Newspaper today.
Some dude and some other dude and some girl died cos they played in the waterfall and the current swept them off.
The dude was suppose to like go overseas to study.
Then he is like... dead now. [RIP though I don't know you]
So like, imagine if I was on my way to Uni somewhere.
And I died...

Ok, next time anyone asks me go waterfall.
I'll purposely go during my menstral period. So I have a valid reason not to swim in the waterfall.
& I'll bring floats for everyone. And some ropes.
And I'll be the one taking care of the bags.
HAHAH.

And I FEEL VERY DEPRESS NOW.
Everything isn't going right -.- UGH.
So much for appreciating life, eh? :D

PIIIISH OUCH YOZ!

You lift me up.

Then you throw me back down :(

ANYWAY. AAR WAS THE BOMB!

Best people to be with.

Best performances.

Best song choice.

And also... The best bitches!

OVERALL. Lost voice; SO WORTH IT.

What's up Dog, Dawg, DORK?

Ok la. My dog sleeps like, really obscenely. My mom is complaining.

HAHHA.

Quote Mom: Beau so shame shame la!

HAHHAHA.

Ok la. I went to school today cos I thought we're getting our papers back la.

Actually no, that's a lie. I went to school cos of Edi meeting.

We got back Bio 1 and 3.

And I calculated that I need 17 marks to get 39.5 to pass :D :D :D

Then some damn hang thing happened.

I bought my food then came and sat next to Nic.

Then the malay auntie's grandson or son was sitting next to me on the other table. Then he was like,

Weird Boy: HAIYOH, dia LAGI! Then point to me.

Whoa shiiits. HANG. Navina also hang. All of us hang. HHAHAHAHAH!

Then after he like.

Weird boy: Ehhhh! Bukan dia la! Tapi muka sama. Cam kembar tapi dia(me) punya muka kecil sikit.

WTF?! HANG.

Ok. Let me get to the climax of the day la kay.

I was sitting there waiting for edi meeting to be over.

Then I see Kirtthene and Anna.

Christine: What I got for sejarah ah?

Kirtthene: Don't know but your mom came to school and pass you an envelope. Inside got a lot of money somemore.

Christine: WTH?! What you talking about?!?!?!

Damn hang weih.

So I decided to call my mom before seeing teacher who was holding the envelope.

Christine: Eh mi, WHY YOU GIVE ME MONEY?!

Mom: What you talking about?!

Christine: You came to school right?

Mom: No? I'll see you at 1.30pm what right?

Christine: Wth? Some woman who claimed she's my mom came to give me money.

Mom: HUH!? What's going on?

Christine: Don't know la. This situation damn weird.

So, lagi hang after I called my mom.

I went to see the teacher. And she gave me the envelope and say why so much money in here one?

Then I opened the envelope and it was some interactor's form for DC.

MADER AHHH. Then I was like, OHHHH CHEHHHH! -.- Damn hang damn hang. Best part is she is indian. So means her mom also Indian. Does Christine Choo sound indian ah? HAHAHAH. DAMN HANG.

And the another chun thing is, when I got home. My mom told me that she told my brother what happen and he all he said was like,

Brother: EH how much ah? Why jie so lucky one?

Whoa. Money minded weih -.- People tengah scared why suddenly some random woman give me money. For a moment I thought my mom was like running away and gave me like a few thousands to live my life. DAMN SAD WEIH.

PS: When I do accounts right, I get like fast racy heartbeats when I'm calculating the numbers in imbangan duga and kunci kira kira to get a balance sheet. Haha !