When the beat kicks in.

Went to Tadika Fatimah in the morning. Was a really good experience. Would really enjoy going back there again. Really people. If you have the chance to go to all these places. You really should go. Yes I know you have to wake up early and everything, but the effect that it takes on you is like wonderful. You feel really really happy about yourself and what a deed you have done. So yes, I enjoy community work :)

After that, Sarah and I went ALL THE WAY to KLCC to get tickets for this saturday and went around to scout the place/check it out. I swear it was so tiring you know? Walking and walking and walking. We were like some tourist and everything. Even the security lady wanted to help us out. HAHA.

Then I went for tuition -.- God. So boring -.-

And then I realized I needed a blue file for moral. So I rode my bicycle to the stationary store. I rode my bike after 8938120831028312 years. Even my brother was amaze I still could ride. HAHA.

Random day. Tomorrow another day with the church people at St Johns. Looking forward to it :)

Oh. And my alone time with AVATAR. Hopefully.

My sister's keeper.

I went for Carima's party yesterday. It was fun :) I'll miss her. I'll miss listening to her stories. Telling her how [fill in blanks] Malaysia is. HAHA. DO VISIT US WHEN YOU COME BACK!

Anyway. Today. SUPER DUPER RANDOM DAY. We went to school super tired and like. Damn emo cos we had nothing to do. THANK GOD we ended up in AV1 room. So we went looking through the cupboard la. The only shows they had were like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde la, Phantom of the Opera and THE PENCIL. Wth????

So then. ANNA suddenly jumped up and said she has a movie.

Anna: *points at herself* Actually! I HAVE A MOVIE HERE!

Honestly, I thought she was crazy. Suddenly point to herself. But then she took out a thumbdrive. SCORE MAN.

Then like we went through some "drama" la. And FINALLY we got the permission to use the computer and projector. So we watched My Sister's Keeper.

And boy, did we cry. I mean. I cried damn a lot lor. So super chun to cry ok. Omgomgomgomgomg. The tears just KEPT coming. YOU HAVE TO WATCH. MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST!!!! Omgomgomgomg. So super sad :( :( :( :( My eyes were like so dry after that movie. All the moisture used up :D HAIYOH. JUST WATCH IT LA. Damn chunnnn!!!!

I LOVE MY SISTER'S KEEPER...!

And watch Nights In Rodanthe also!!!! :)

Happy Fifteen to NATLOO.

I don't have a picture in this computer, so...


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HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY, ! I hope you have a great great great birthday cos you deserve one. Remember that you're awesome and you shouldn't let anything knock you down. Just so you know, if you need anyone to talk to, you KNOW I'm here. And I totally understand how you feel ;D

So. Just have a great awesome day tmr. Because it is YOUR day <3

You're a hot mess.

After all the planning, shopping, 30second stressing and bits and pieces.
I think we really pulled off a great year end party together.
Without the ever stressing/capable bod, I don't think this party would have gotten together in time.
Without the ever helpful/generous/FULL OF FUN interactors of ICSMKA, this party would never be FUN. Don't you dare deny :)
And of course to everyone who attended.

ANYWAY. We had a little drama before the party began, but NO.
Sarah and I were certain not to let it ruin the whole party mood :)

And, there are a few things I wanted to say la...
But screw it. End year party just have fun.
And like, Sarah told me something and I decided:

I'm gonna grow some pimples and have veggie stuck to my teeth. Whoever is attracted to me, firstly I salute you :D and I guess you really like me for who I am. So then when I go on a real date or what not. I dress up so mei mei then
you sure faint :D HAHAH. Try la huh :D

This is to just give my self confidence a bit of a boost :D
Low self esteem now very big issue all over the world ok! Don't mess! :D

SO HERE ARE SOME PICTURES that didnt quite make it to facebook. Cos
1. I look kinda ugly. (So much for dont care how I look la :D)
2. So little pictures put into one album quite hang.
3. I need to make my blog look full :)

Memory wall. Lots of sweet notes.

I look like I have a granny butt :(

Bod 09/10

Like some church camp je -.-

Nic: "I look like some humongous shit!"

Nic, nic , nic...! HAHA.

Who's fault again? RABIAH you ah?

I look like a present -.-

ELLIE SHOOO CUTESSS!

Nice try nana. Not cute enough.

Cheryl :)

HAHA.

Before everything.

Pretty eh? :D

Navina. I'm gonna be on your team for any interact project from now onwards yeah :D :D Sure bomb one :D

Addict.!

Pretty boring week.

Just wanted to let everyone know. FORM 5 BEGINS IN LESS THAN 2 MONTHS! :O

I just wanna be happy.

I just realize. This picture looks like a bod pic. HAHAHA.

If you are actually into the whole Jay-Z/ Linkin Park thing going on a few years ago.
There's this song Points Of Authority/ 99 Problems/ One Step Closer.
It was a collaboration. Which I thought was really cool.
Serious. I was into the whole ghetto thing.



HAHA. SO ANYWAY. This song. Somehow it's been in my phone ever since then until now.
It's been like this anger releasing/ stress free/ motivational song.
Expecially when Jay-Z sings the chorus:
"I've got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one".



So technically it's about having so many types of problems but instead of girlfriend probs I don't have a guy prob.
I mean. It also means that I don't really give a damn about bitches also la.
So their not my prob.
But more to the guy prob la.

So I've really used it as motivation.
And HELL, I feel damn good about life now.
I have so many problems but a guy ain't one.



I remember the time when I actually forgo-ed the song and swapped it with Your Call by Secondhand Serenade.
BAD MOVE. Never give in to emo songs.
N-E-V-E-R!
I cried for like. Hours -.- Boo.



So now. I'm back to Taylor Swift's happy songs.
Lady Gaga's meaningless tunes.
Eminem's over the top raps.
& I'm learning to watch pure horror.
Haven't advanced to ghost yet la. Still scary.



SO RIGHT. I suggest you go download that Jay-Z & Linkin Park song NOW. HAHAH :D



I guess my blog is about feelings I need to express at the right moment. If my life is going on normally I guess there is not much to blog about. Like now. I'm sitting alone. In front of the comp. My phone is dead. No one is talking to me online -.- Ok damn pathetic. But I guess I'm kinda alright with that. HAHAH.



I would like to dedicate this post to Nicole. Since I just talked to her today. HAHAH. Had like a damn long talk. Havnt been doing this since FOREVER. I don't even like talking on the phone anymore actually. As in... nvm. You get it la. And I hate texting ady. I rather call. So yeah. Replying is so.... Dot.



Anyway. Song of the day: Happy- Leona Lewis.
Heals hearts :)
Stay strong, girls!
Gee Gee with you forever! :D

Well, you just can't stop.

I decided to blog. Cos everyone else isn't blogging.
Which is making everything boring.

So I got a text today. Ok fine, a few.
It said if I didn't go to school I'll be suspended from whatever la.
So like -.- I'm going to school.
Not cos of that la. Cos I gotta collect forms and money and this and that.
But yeah. Thinking back.
I didn't even go to school in november last year -.-
And this year...
We still haven't finish out syllabes yet -.-
Bummer.

On Sunday. I was damn emo.
I was like, thinking about my life.
I thought about my parents, my brothers, my dog, my house, my maid, my phone, my computer, my money, my clothes, my eyes, mouth, ears, bags, food and everything I have la practically -.-
And like, I think I'm like really lucky that God gave me all these.
So I will not complain about anything in my life.
If my parents scold/disagree with me, I'll just TRY to accept.
And maybe hold their ear :D

BUT still right, people still get on your nerves.
And like, life is still scary.
Newspaper today.
Some dude and some other dude and some girl died cos they played in the waterfall and the current swept them off.
The dude was suppose to like go overseas to study.
Then he is like... dead now. [RIP though I don't know you]
So like, imagine if I was on my way to Uni somewhere.
And I died...

Ok, next time anyone asks me go waterfall.
I'll purposely go during my menstral period. So I have a valid reason not to swim in the waterfall.
& I'll bring floats for everyone. And some ropes.
And I'll be the one taking care of the bags.
HAHAH.

And I FEEL VERY DEPRESS NOW.
Everything isn't going right -.- UGH.
So much for appreciating life, eh? :D

PIIIISH OUCH YOZ!